Post by ~*~*Dovefur*~*~ on Dec 21, 2007 20:22:06 GMT -5
My first Songfic, please.... be nice...
Song: Heaven's Not Enough by Steve Cont/Yoko Kanno from Wolf's Rain
A Wolf's Rain AMV with Heaven's Not Enough
Pairing: Crowfeather and Leafpool
Warning: Some parts I made up so that it would all fit. But none of it is false.
Summary: A description of Leafpool and Crowfeather's love for each other.
Books Used: Starlight, Twilight and The Sight
Song: Heaven's Not Enough by Steve Cont/Yoko Kanno from Wolf's Rain
A Wolf's Rain AMV with Heaven's Not Enough
Pairing: Crowfeather and Leafpool
Warning: Some parts I made up so that it would all fit. But none of it is false.
Summary: A description of Leafpool and Crowfeather's love for each other.
Books Used: Starlight, Twilight and The Sight
Heaven's not enough
If when you get there...
Just another blue
"She said, 'Tell him not to grieve.' It will be many moons before you can be together again. She told you not to be blinded to the living."
And heaven's not enough
You think you've found it
And it loses you
At last the WindClan warrior looked down at his paws. "I'll never stop wishing she hadn't died," he whispered. "Does Feathertail think I could ever forget about her?"
You've thought of all there is
But not enough
And it loses you
In a cloud
"Crowfeather," Leafpool hissed through gritted teeth, in case the movement sent her plummeting down after the two ShadowClan cats. "Crowfeather, help me!"
"There" most everything is nothin'
That it seems
"Where" you see the things you only wanna see
"Don't you know how I feel about you? And how much I hate myself for feeling that about another cat so soon after Feathertail's death? I loved her, I really did! How can I love you too?"
I'd fly away
To a higher plane
To say words I resist
"You walk in my dreams, Leafpool," Crowfeather whispered.
To float away
Crowfeather... I love you....
To sigh
His scent... His presecnce...
To breathe...forget
Leafpool... I can't breathe when I'm near you... I love you...
And heaven's not enough
If when I'm there I don't remember you
You can't go on like this, the small voice warned her.
And heaven does enough
You think you know it
And it uses you
"Crowfeather, we can't!"
Crowfeather shook his head. "It's the only way. Will you think about it, please?"
Reluctantly, Leafpool had nodded. "All right. I will."
I saw so many things
"It's all right. I know she's been visiting Crowfeather."
But like a dream
Always losing me in a cloud
"Feathertail is dead. And it's possible to love more than one cat in a lifetime. Squirrelflight, have you ever noticed how they looked at each other at Gatherings? Where did you think she was going all these nights?"
'Cause I couldn't cry
"I've thought about what you said," she mewed. "About leaving."
'Cause I turned away
Crowfeather's eyes widened. "You're a medicine cat, Leafpool. Isn't that where your heart has led you?
Couldn't see the score
"Thank you. I promise I'll do everything I can to make sure you won't regret this."
Didn't know the pain
Of leaving yesterday really far behind
They turned their backs on the lake and padded side by side up the hill. Ahead of them the rising sun filled the sky with streaks of flame, as they left their Clans and everything they had ever known behind.
In another life
Leafpool tried to imagine what was happening in her Clan. Firestar would be furious that she'd abandoned them without saying a word. Cinderpelt would have to find a new apprentice. Squirrelflight would miss her so much...
In another dream
Nothing mattered as long as she had Crowfeather. Her love for him tingled through her from ears to tail-tip; she had to keep believing that her decision was the right one.
By a different name
"I'm glad you're here. I would be so scared without you."
Gave it all away
For a memory
Midnight lowered her head. "Is great trouble coming. Many of my kin with Clans are angry," she rasped. "Cats drive them out of their place. Mow they come to attack and drive you out, take back what once theirs."
And a quiet lie
"Good-bye," she murmured, pushing her nose into Crowfeather's fur. "I'll see you again when all of this is over."
And I felt the face
Of a cold tonight
"I do," Leafpool whispered. "I do." Follow your heart, Spottedleaf had said.
Still don't know the score
"No!" Leafpool cried, as if by sheer force of wishing she could turn back time and prevent her mentor's death. "This is all my fault. I should have been here. I should---"
But I know the pain
Of leaving everything really far behind
Crowfeather bowed his head. "Your heart lies here. Not with me. It was never truly with me."
And if I could cry
"Our kit was lucky that Jaypaw was here." Nightcloud's comment was edged with sharpness
And if I could live what truth I did then take me there
Heaven goodbye...
If when you get there...
Just another blue
"She said, 'Tell him not to grieve.' It will be many moons before you can be together again. She told you not to be blinded to the living."
And heaven's not enough
You think you've found it
And it loses you
At last the WindClan warrior looked down at his paws. "I'll never stop wishing she hadn't died," he whispered. "Does Feathertail think I could ever forget about her?"
You've thought of all there is
But not enough
And it loses you
In a cloud
"Crowfeather," Leafpool hissed through gritted teeth, in case the movement sent her plummeting down after the two ShadowClan cats. "Crowfeather, help me!"
"There" most everything is nothin'
That it seems
"Where" you see the things you only wanna see
"Don't you know how I feel about you? And how much I hate myself for feeling that about another cat so soon after Feathertail's death? I loved her, I really did! How can I love you too?"
I'd fly away
To a higher plane
To say words I resist
"You walk in my dreams, Leafpool," Crowfeather whispered.
To float away
Crowfeather... I love you....
To sigh
His scent... His presecnce...
To breathe...forget
Leafpool... I can't breathe when I'm near you... I love you...
And heaven's not enough
If when I'm there I don't remember you
You can't go on like this, the small voice warned her.
And heaven does enough
You think you know it
And it uses you
"Crowfeather, we can't!"
Crowfeather shook his head. "It's the only way. Will you think about it, please?"
Reluctantly, Leafpool had nodded. "All right. I will."
I saw so many things
"It's all right. I know she's been visiting Crowfeather."
But like a dream
Always losing me in a cloud
"Feathertail is dead. And it's possible to love more than one cat in a lifetime. Squirrelflight, have you ever noticed how they looked at each other at Gatherings? Where did you think she was going all these nights?"
'Cause I couldn't cry
"I've thought about what you said," she mewed. "About leaving."
'Cause I turned away
Crowfeather's eyes widened. "You're a medicine cat, Leafpool. Isn't that where your heart has led you?
Couldn't see the score
"Thank you. I promise I'll do everything I can to make sure you won't regret this."
Didn't know the pain
Of leaving yesterday really far behind
They turned their backs on the lake and padded side by side up the hill. Ahead of them the rising sun filled the sky with streaks of flame, as they left their Clans and everything they had ever known behind.
In another life
Leafpool tried to imagine what was happening in her Clan. Firestar would be furious that she'd abandoned them without saying a word. Cinderpelt would have to find a new apprentice. Squirrelflight would miss her so much...
In another dream
Nothing mattered as long as she had Crowfeather. Her love for him tingled through her from ears to tail-tip; she had to keep believing that her decision was the right one.
By a different name
"I'm glad you're here. I would be so scared without you."
Gave it all away
For a memory
Midnight lowered her head. "Is great trouble coming. Many of my kin with Clans are angry," she rasped. "Cats drive them out of their place. Mow they come to attack and drive you out, take back what once theirs."
And a quiet lie
"Good-bye," she murmured, pushing her nose into Crowfeather's fur. "I'll see you again when all of this is over."
And I felt the face
Of a cold tonight
"I do," Leafpool whispered. "I do." Follow your heart, Spottedleaf had said.
Still don't know the score
"No!" Leafpool cried, as if by sheer force of wishing she could turn back time and prevent her mentor's death. "This is all my fault. I should have been here. I should---"
But I know the pain
Of leaving everything really far behind
Crowfeather bowed his head. "Your heart lies here. Not with me. It was never truly with me."
And if I could cry
"Our kit was lucky that Jaypaw was here." Nightcloud's comment was edged with sharpness
And if I could live what truth I did then take me there
Heaven goodbye...
