Post by .Swiftclaw. on Oct 1, 2007 14:22:29 GMT -5
Title: Worthless
Chapters: Isn’t it obvious? *cough*it’s a one-shot*cough*
Author: Swiftclaw
Pairing: CrowxLeaf, CrowxFeather
Rating: PG
Spoilers: Up to Twilight, I think.
Summary: So if he could not be with her, was life worth anything at all?
Warning: Lots of angst, suicide.
Disclaimer: I don’t own Warriors or the song ‘Papercut’ by Linkin Park.
Beta: Nope. If you want to be my beta, please pm me.
Cover: No
Authors Notes: This is based on the song ‘Papercut’ by Linkin Park.
Please read and review, thanx!!!
Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here's not right today
Why am I so uptight today?
The silver she-cat closed her eyes for the last time. Crowpaw gasped.
“No!” he croaked. But Feathertail was dead. She wasn’t coming back. And then Crowpaw had a strange feeling. A horrible suffocating feeling in his head. The world was against him. He was alone and unloved. Choking blackness enveloped the young grey apprentice, and he knew no more.
Paranoia's all I got left
I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
Like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face that I watch every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
(And watches everything)
The newly named Crowfeather closed his eyes, hearing the congratulating meows wash over him. There was an image in his mind, clear as the sparkling water of the waterfall that rushed over the cliff outside the cave. A silver she-cat, with beautiful azure eyes, smiling, waiting for him in StarClan.
And then the awful sense of loss hit him. She was gone. Never coming back. He would only see her again when he...he...died.
So I know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me
Right beneath my skin
It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
One look into those amber eyes, and Crowfeather was in love again. He lay by the she-cat’s side, their tails entwined, and their fur brushing together. Tabby and grey.
I know I've got a face in me
Points out all my mistakes to me
You've got a face on the inside too
Your paranoia's probably worse
I don't know what set me off first
But I know what I can't stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I can't add up to what you can but
Medicine cats could not take a mate. Crowfeather knew, but he ignored it. But Leafpool couldn’t. After the badger attack, she had to stay to protect her Clan, to be with those who loved her.
But Crowfeather loved her.
And he couldn’t bear to be without her.
Everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face that watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall
(And watches everything)
Leafpool. The tabby she-cat was his life, his soul, his reason for living. So if he could not be with her, was life worth anything at all?
So you know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too
Right inside your skin
It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
The face inside is right beneath your skin
The face inside is right beneath your skin
The face inside is right beneath your skin
Crowfeather stood by the lake, watching the sun sink beneath the hills. It reflected in the water, turning it deep red.
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me
The sun
I feel the light betray me
The sun
I feel the light betray me
It was dark now.
Taking a deep breath, the young tom slowly moved forward into the icy black water.
It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
If he couldn’t be with his love on earth, then he would join her in StarClan. He would wait for Leafpool, of course. But he would always love them both, with all his heart.
It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
Taking one look back at his home, Crowfeather turned and disappeared into the lake. He would never come back. StarClan would welcome him. Feathertail would be waiting.
Chapters: Isn’t it obvious? *cough*it’s a one-shot*cough*
Author: Swiftclaw
Pairing: CrowxLeaf, CrowxFeather
Rating: PG
Spoilers: Up to Twilight, I think.
Summary: So if he could not be with her, was life worth anything at all?
Warning: Lots of angst, suicide.
Disclaimer: I don’t own Warriors or the song ‘Papercut’ by Linkin Park.
Beta: Nope. If you want to be my beta, please pm me.
Cover: No
Authors Notes: This is based on the song ‘Papercut’ by Linkin Park.
Please read and review, thanx!!!
Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here's not right today
Why am I so uptight today?
The silver she-cat closed her eyes for the last time. Crowpaw gasped.
“No!” he croaked. But Feathertail was dead. She wasn’t coming back. And then Crowpaw had a strange feeling. A horrible suffocating feeling in his head. The world was against him. He was alone and unloved. Choking blackness enveloped the young grey apprentice, and he knew no more.
Paranoia's all I got left
I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
Like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face that I watch every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
(And watches everything)
The newly named Crowfeather closed his eyes, hearing the congratulating meows wash over him. There was an image in his mind, clear as the sparkling water of the waterfall that rushed over the cliff outside the cave. A silver she-cat, with beautiful azure eyes, smiling, waiting for him in StarClan.
And then the awful sense of loss hit him. She was gone. Never coming back. He would only see her again when he...he...died.
So I know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me
Right beneath my skin
It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
One look into those amber eyes, and Crowfeather was in love again. He lay by the she-cat’s side, their tails entwined, and their fur brushing together. Tabby and grey.
I know I've got a face in me
Points out all my mistakes to me
You've got a face on the inside too
Your paranoia's probably worse
I don't know what set me off first
But I know what I can't stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I can't add up to what you can but
Medicine cats could not take a mate. Crowfeather knew, but he ignored it. But Leafpool couldn’t. After the badger attack, she had to stay to protect her Clan, to be with those who loved her.
But Crowfeather loved her.
And he couldn’t bear to be without her.
Everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face that watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall
(And watches everything)
Leafpool. The tabby she-cat was his life, his soul, his reason for living. So if he could not be with her, was life worth anything at all?
So you know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too
Right inside your skin
It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
The face inside is right beneath your skin
The face inside is right beneath your skin
The face inside is right beneath your skin
Crowfeather stood by the lake, watching the sun sink beneath the hills. It reflected in the water, turning it deep red.
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me
The sun
I feel the light betray me
The sun
I feel the light betray me
It was dark now.
Taking a deep breath, the young tom slowly moved forward into the icy black water.
It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
If he couldn’t be with his love on earth, then he would join her in StarClan. He would wait for Leafpool, of course. But he would always love them both, with all his heart.
It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
Taking one look back at his home, Crowfeather turned and disappeared into the lake. He would never come back. StarClan would welcome him. Feathertail would be waiting.